Alrigt, so when i was in 7th grade my beloved Grandpa passed away from lung cancer, he was easily the smartest man i ever knew, 150 IQ, guy was a genius. I loved him alot, always had really in depth convos with him abotu life and he taught me alot. Well once he died, my grandma took it bad, and my aunt who is handicapp has lived with her forever. Well about a year after my Grandpa's death, my grandma decided to find a b.f, my family thought it was good, cuz she was just lonely, well turns out the guy is a complete douchebag...he basically tore apart my entire family. It was his idea to put my handicap aunt into a nursing home, he would talk shit about my mom to my grandma (this grandma is my dads mom). Soon enough my mom was pretty much hated by my grandmother for no reason..this made my dad stop talking to his mother. My mom did pretty much everything for my handicap aunt at the nursing home since we live so close, did her laundry, we would bring her food and visit her regularly, Last year around this time my mom went there and they wouldnt let her in and said she was banned from visiting my aunt (my grandma's idea or was it her bf?) Anyways, my grandma was a huge fan of watching me play baseball and she was always really proud of me, well she hasnt talked to me in about 4 years so my entire highschool life was without her. She never called me on my birthday, never called me when i graduated highschool or anything. My little sister would email her and tell her how much she loves her and what not, she never responded, one night i came home drunk, and saw my little sister crying, she had told me my grandma emailed her back, and i read it, and it literally just left me speechless, so i emailed my grandma basically calling her a bitch, btu nicely. That was a while ago, my birthday passed, and i thoght about calling her and talking to her a little, but im hesistant to do this, i honestly dont think she owuld know who i am if i called her. So how should i approuch this? she is old and has to realize that all she has is her family left (which she took entirely out of her will) So i dont know why im doign this, but help me out here, this is kinda a rant, its been buggin me lately.
