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Has skiing helped anyone else with suicide and just depression over all?

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bre_ad
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Im 15, living in the east coast, shreddin in 7 springs. I wasnt new to park skiing as i started when i was 11. When i was 12, a lot of things trauma related happened. for example: grooming, abuse, emotional damage, etc. It was my 13th birthday and that was first time i ever tried to, yk. i never found enjoyment in life or a reason to even keep going. i had no friends and no one to go to. after things cooled down from my birthday, my dad decided to take me skiing one day. i was just a little kid with rentals that like doing 180s and boxes. i saw some dude in the park do a cork i think, and some rail shit. that inspired me. i spent that whole season cruising around and having a good time. next season i got my first pair of freestyle skis and boom. i met 3 kids. they were fucking amazing. i swear you meet the best people at the park. 3 kids ended up going onto 18. i have never had this much fun in my life. im currently in 9th grade, and ive been struggling pretty bad. with just school and anxiety attacks. unfortunately i found out i was bipolar and had frequent episodes but that didnt stop me from making a backyard rail setup. im here to peruse my dreams of becoming a professional free skier. im sick and tired of the real world and skiing is my only escape. shred on and peace.
Apr 8 2022 5:05PM
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theabortionator
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Yeah, honestly the mountain was probably the only reason why I got through high school. I get that I could be frustrating to my teachers staring out at the snow, or never doing my homework, but being at the mountain a few nights a week.

That was the only thing that made sense to me for a while. Eventually started riding Gore more regularly when I was around 15, and then a munch more when I got a car. Made some good friends there and we would tear that place up on the weekend. Eventually worked there my senior year and the year after.

The mountain was a good place for me to process things, or completely forget about them, and both were useful at times. There were nights where it was icy af, insanely cold, and I was out there just lapping by myself. No park, just a few sketchy jumps I built and some side hits. But that was enough. Clear the mind and get away from whatever bullshit was going on elsewhere.

It's good to have creative outlets rather than destructive ones. A place you can go if everything else sucks. I think the mountain is or has been like that for a lot of people on here.

Life is weird sometimes but it can also be pretty cool. Hang in there. High school is a weird time for a lot of people, well probably everyone in some way. Try not to let the bullshit bring you down to much.
Apr 8 2022 5:17PM
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Graham0596
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bre_adIm 15, living in the east coast, shreddin in 7 springs. I wasnt new to park skiing as i started when i was 11. When i was 12, a lot of things trauma related happened. for example: grooming, abuse, emotional damage, etc. It was my 13th birthday and that was first time i ever tried to, yk. i never found enjoyment in life or a reason to even keep going. i had no friends and no one to go to. after things cooled down from my birthday, my dad decided to take me skiing one day. i was just a little kid with rentals that like doing 180s and boxes. i saw some dude in the park do a cork i think, and some rail shit. that inspired me. i spent that whole season cruising around and having a good time. next season i got my first pair of freestyle skis and boom. i met 3 kids. they were fucking amazing. i swear you meet the best people at the park. 3 kids ended up going onto 18. i have never had this much fun in my life. im currently in 9th grade, and ive been struggling pretty bad. with just school and anxiety attacks. unfortunately i found out i was bipolar and had frequent episodes but that didnt stop me from making a backyard rail setup. im here to peruse my dreams of becoming a professional free skier. im sick and tired of the real world and skiing is my only escape. shred on and peace.


Hey man, I want to encourage you. I'm recently diagnosed with bi polar as well. It doesn't mean anything about who you are, all its depicting is a way your emotions and experience bounce due to chemistry. Getting on the appropriate medications has made me feel like myself again. Its not easy, the stigma, feeling like something's "broken" in you, etc. But these things aren't your fault, simply chemistry.

Medications can help balance that. In my experience, I don't feel sedated at all, I can see when my emotions bounce and its easier for me to acknowledge and respond in a more measured way. I can enjoy my day without feeling the highs/lows I have felt for so long time. They've also allowed me to appreciate and participate more in the things that give me fulfillment.

Do what you love, journal, make art, and ski your ass off.
Apr 8 2022 5:29PM
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tanner.harms
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bre_adIm 15, living in the east coast, shreddin in 7 springs. I wasnt new to park skiing as i started when i was 11. When i was 12, a lot of things trauma related happened. for example: grooming, abuse, emotional damage, etc. It was my 13th birthday and that was first time i ever tried to, yk. i never found enjoyment in life or a reason to even keep going. i had no friends and no one to go to. after things cooled down from my birthday, my dad decided to take me skiing one day. i was just a little kid with rentals that like doing 180s and boxes. i saw some dude in the park do a cork i think, and some rail shit. that inspired me. i spent that whole season cruising around and having a good time. next season i got my first pair of freestyle skis and boom. i met 3 kids. they were fucking amazing. i swear you meet the best people at the park. 3 kids ended up going onto 18. i have never had this much fun in my life. im currently in 9th grade, and ive been struggling pretty bad. with just school and anxiety attacks. unfortunately i found out i was bipolar and had frequent episodes but that didnt stop me from making a backyard rail setup. im here to peruse my dreams of becoming a professional free skier. im sick and tired of the real world and skiing is my only escape. shred on and peace.


When covid first hit and I legit couldn’t do anything social related, I definitely got depressed and anxious. I lost a lot of social skills in that time. Being able to ski has always been an escape for me whether I’m sad, or angry, or just tired. It’s been nice to be able to go out and rip some laps, and always find a few people out and about to meet up with and have a good time.
Apr 8 2022 5:55PM
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Skier_boi616
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Hey man just know I love you. WE love. Keep shredding homie. Stay strong. 🤍⛷
Apr 8 2022 6:14PM
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Jacobthesadskier
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Yeah, my life's gone downhill a bit in the last two years, dad diagnosed with parkinsons, mum tried to run off and never see us again, family business nearly shut down and chronic loneliness and self hatred and anxiety. It's more than likely I would have committed suicide by now, if it wasn't for my cousin doing exactly that and seeing what it did to his family, and more so the thought of skiing. The idea of me never skiing again as a result was unimaginable, never pulling off a mute cork 7 (my dream trick.) never getting a face shot in deep powder, never learning rails, never achieving any of my hopes and goals in skiing, it simply wasn't an option for me, I can't lose the most important aspect of my life. It continues to be one of the main reasons I haven't tried to take my own life, and drives me through the year. And for that I am and will always be thankful. My apologies for this ramble, but I don't really have anyone to say this too in real life.

**This post was edited on Apr 8th 2022 at 6:52:41pm
Apr 8 2022 6:50PM
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bre_ad
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this hits me pretty hard. back in 2017 i lost my cousin to suicide. at the time i was 10 turning 11 but yeah. it changed me, hurt me, and etc. im still not over it to this day, but he was the one that introduced me into the world of music. so listening to modest mouse and skiing, has made everything better. that was his favorite band. it feels so nice to connect with people. this is why i love ns.
JacobthesadskierYeah, my life's gone downhill a bit in the last two years, dad diagnosed with parkinsons, mum tried to run off and never see us again, family business nearly shut down and chronic loneliness and self hatred and anxiety. It's more than likely I would have committed suicide by now, if it wasn't for my cousin doing exactly that and seeing what it did to his family, and more so the thought of skiing. The idea of me never skiing again as a result was unimaginable, never pulling off a mute cork 7 (my dream trick.) never getting a face shot in deep powder, never learning rails, it simply wasn't an option for me, I can't lose the most important aspect of my life. It continues to be one of the main reasons I haven't tried to take my own life, and for that I am and will always be thankful. My apologies for this ramble, but I don't really have anyone to say this too in real life.
Apr 8 2022 6:54PM
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d_kol
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Skiing is amazing for mental health. Being outdoors, active, and part of a tight-knit community that encourages creativity and self expression is why we're all here. Just know that you've got thousands of homies all over the world that care about you and are here for you if you ever need anything. Seriously, if you want a distraction shoot me a DM and lets talk for hours about ski edits, gear, culture, whatever. Mobbing down a run with the wind in your face or just hiking a PVC rail in your backyard until you learn that new trick... whatever it may be... it's the best reset button when you're feeling down! Keep crushing g
Apr 8 2022 8:20PM
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sullivanob
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im very afraid one of the guys with -500 karma is gonna come in and ruin this thread
Apr 8 2022 8:35PM
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Skier_boi616
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sullivanobrien_im very afraid one of the guys with -500 karma is gonna come in and ruin this thread

I have bad karma points only bc I made a dumb thread. Not bc I was a total asshole to someone. I’m no skier man that’s for sure. Don’t worry homie
Apr 8 2022 8:59PM
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hi_vis360
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don't worry about becoming a pro skier, just go out and ski.
Apr 8 2022 9:29PM
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CoolChillGuy420
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Yes. Without a doubt. But that's not without the help of support from family, friends, and therapists. Seriously if any of you are struggling, it does help to reach out to a close homie. It's what goes on off the mountain that matters. As someone who struggles day-to-day myself, feel free to reach out if anyone wants to shoot the shit and blow off steam. Im all ears.

**This post was edited on Apr 8th 2022 at 9:44:46pm
Apr 8 2022 9:43PM
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tutipups
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theabortionatorYeah, honestly the mountain was probably the only reason why I got through high school. I get that I could be frustrating to my teachers staring out at the snow, or never doing my homework, but being at the mountain a few nights a week.

That was the only thing that made sense to me for a while. Eventually started riding Gore more regularly when I was around 15, and then a munch more when I got a car. Made some good friends there and we would tear that place up on the weekend. Eventually worked there my senior year and the year after.

The mountain was a good place for me to process things, or completely forget about them, and both were useful at times. There were nights where it was icy af, insanely cold, and I was out there just lapping by myself. No park, just a few sketchy jumps I built and some side hits. But that was enough. Clear the mind and get away from whatever bullshit was going on elsewhere.

It's good to have creative outlets rather than destructive ones. A place you can go if everything else sucks. I think the mountain is or has been like that for a lot of people on here.

Life is weird sometimes but it can also be pretty cool. Hang in there. High school is a weird time for a lot of people, well probably everyone in some way. Try not to let the bullshit bring you down to much.


yeah thats exactly how i feel too except i dont have anything else during the summer
Apr 8 2022 10:09PM
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dynafitdaffy
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I’ve struggled with headaches and anxiety the past year or so and skiing has given me the endorphins my brain craves. After a good day, especially where I try new stuff and fall, I just feel so much better about myself and the world. I’m 18 and I can’t promise anything gets better but you can almost always change how you feel. Keep skiing as much as you can 👊
Apr 8 2022 10:27PM
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fucintight
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hell yeah dawg. only got into it in 19/20 winter but it's one of the only things that makes me feel calm and at peace. not having having those shitty anxious, overthinking thoughts
bre_adIm 15, living in the east coast, shreddin in 7 springs. I wasnt new to park skiing as i started when i was 11. When i was 12, a lot of things trauma related happened. for example: grooming, abuse, emotional damage, etc. It was my 13th birthday and that was first time i ever tried to, yk. i never found enjoyment in life or a reason to even keep going. i had no friends and no one to go to. after things cooled down from my birthday, my dad decided to take me skiing one day. i was just a little kid with rentals that like doing 180s and boxes. i saw some dude in the park do a cork i think, and some rail shit. that inspired me. i spent that whole season cruising around and having a good time. next season i got my first pair of freestyle skis and boom. i met 3 kids. they were fucking amazing. i swear you meet the best people at the park. 3 kids ended up going onto 18. i have never had this much fun in my life. im currently in 9th grade, and ive been struggling pretty bad. with just school and anxiety attacks. unfortunately i found out i was bipolar and had frequent episodes but that didnt stop me from making a backyard rail setup. im here to peruse my dreams of becoming a professional free skier. im sick and tired of the real world and skiing is my only escape. shred on and peace.
Apr 8 2022 10:45PM
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ThaLorax
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Slightly different, but skiing helped get me through cancer!
Apr 8 2022 11:11PM
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twinkle_toes
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Yes
if you ever need to talk about anything at all feel free to DM me. We got you dude ! Keep truckin on
Apr 9 2022 2:13AM
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skierman
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1. Get the fuck off social media.



2. Go outside.



3. Punch a pedophile in the face.



There, I just solved mental illness. You're welcome.
Apr 9 2022 7:22AM
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kalle.
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definitely has helped, i wouldn’t be here if i didn’t have skiing when i was in a really bad place. the mountain was the only place where i felt at peace and felt confident and was able to be me. i remember leaving my phone at home when i went to the mountain so i could disappear for at least a few hours. now i’m in a better place and one of the biggest reasons is skiing and the outdoors in general.

remember that you are not alone, there’s a huge community behind you!
Apr 9 2022 7:26AM
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DesertStix
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I think most people on here use skiing as a form of therapy, whether they know it or not. Bipolar is a bitch dude, my brother (who’s my best friend) has to navigate that shit daily and I’m not convinced that I don’t have it because it runs in our family and sometimes I process my emotions in the same unhealthy way he does. I have PTSD, SAD, and pretty severe depression like I am physically stuck in my bed some days and even skiing can’t get me out. Doctors made me get a dog years ago because it was a living, breathing thing that would literally pee inside, etc. if I didn’t get up and take care of it.

But just like the dude said before, life drastically improved for my brother and I when we legitimately started seeing doctors and taking medication. We “tried” before but it was mostly for our parents and we didn’t care too much. You have to want the change yourself. And then you feel so empowered taking those tools and actually improving your life. It doesn’t change overnight and I still have my off days where I lean on my family, friends, and therapist but that’s why have those people, ya know?

Everyone in my life knows how therapeutic skiing is for me so I’m encouraged to go when I can. It’s one of the only things that truly gets my brain to disconnect and almost recalibrate from the almost manic state that it’s usually in. You got this dude and the reason this kind of conversation is trying to get normalized in the world is because so many of us suffer from similar problems but society makes us feel inadequate or less-than which just flat out isn’t true. If anything you’re stronger than the dude who doesn’t have to fight these battles like you do.
Apr 9 2022 7:40AM
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Lippamani
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The only thing you have to be careful of is getting to discouraged of not becoming a pro. It's better just to ski and see what happens, trying to go pro and not getting there has ruined many great skiers.
bre_adIm 15, living in the east coast, shreddin in 7 springs. I wasnt new to park skiing as i started when i was 11. When i was 12, a lot of things trauma related happened. for example: grooming, abuse, emotional damage, etc. It was my 13th birthday and that was first time i ever tried to, yk. i never found enjoyment in life or a reason to even keep going. i had no friends and no one to go to. after things cooled down from my birthday, my dad decided to take me skiing one day. i was just a little kid with rentals that like doing 180s and boxes. i saw some dude in the park do a cork i think, and some rail shit. that inspired me. i spent that whole season cruising around and having a good time. next season i got my first pair of freestyle skis and boom. i met 3 kids. they were fucking amazing. i swear you meet the best people at the park. 3 kids ended up going onto 18. i have never had this much fun in my life. im currently in 9th grade, and ive been struggling pretty bad. with just school and anxiety attacks. unfortunately i found out i was bipolar and had frequent episodes but that didnt stop me from making a backyard rail setup. im here to peruse my dreams of becoming a professional free skier. im sick and tired of the real world and skiing is my only escape. shred on and peace.
Apr 9 2022 10:21AM
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theabortionator
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tutipupsyeah thats exactly how i feel too except i dont have anything else during the summer

There's a lot of options. Try some different stuff. Skating, bmx or mtn biking, get a trampoline, build a summer setup, get a guitar.

I get that skiings you fix. Hopefully it will be for a long time. I did a lot of different things when I was younger but I was already moving away from bmx when I was really starting to get good at snowboarding. Now I don't care as much and I need to get out but not nearly every day. Guitar has been cool because it feels the same in January as June, nice day, rainy day.

Skating is cool because you can do it all over. Any road trip you run into or can lookup skateparks in advance and thats pretty rad and generally free.

Hiking and camping in nature always cleanses the soul imo too.

Even if all you wanna do is ski, if you can find something you really like in the summer that helps imo.
Apr 9 2022 12:37PM
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armchair_skier
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Skiing is the only reason I didn't go completely insane in 2020-21. Like I genuinely think if it wasn't for skiing I would have had an episode were I either physically harmed myself or someone else.
Apr 9 2022 7:09PM
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dognuts
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skierman1. Get the fuck off social media.



2. Go outside.



3. Punch a pedophile in the face.



There, I just solved mental illness. You're welcome.

punch @IHatePedophiles in the face while your at it as well
Apr 9 2022 7:36PM
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Schoess
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Hey man thank you for making this thread and thank you for being open about what you have been going through. I'm 27 going on 28 and I've been skiing for 23 years at this point. I struggled with depression and similar mental health issues through most of my middle and high school years. Skiing is a huge part of what helped shape my identity and connect me with people who are genuine, kind and fun to be around. We connect and thrive through skiing, but the relationships I've made through this community have completely shaped almost every aspect of my life in a positive way.

Just remember, tomorrow is always a new day and problems are temporary. You are loved and worthy.
Apr 9 2022 10:25PM
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beyonson
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Yes fuckin sir. Super tight of you to share on here, I’m sure you’ll end up helping a bunch of people out with this. Not a lot of people are strong enough to open up or even be aware of what’s going on with themselves. Skiing definitely helped me out of a shitty place in the past. It’s a super special thing and the community is even more special. Oh and the cool thing about skiing is it only gets better and more fun as you progress. Shred on g!
Apr 9 2022 10:54PM
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c-fries
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Life is big brother. Skiing is an incredible gift that we get to share. There are so many winters where I think “what on earth would I be doing/thinking if I didn’t have skiing?”

But look man, skiing’s just one incredible experience of many that makes life great. You’re only 15. There’s a whole world of incredible experiences made for you to enjoy. Keep your chin up. Life is a gift and there’s always a new way to find enjoyment in it.

And you gotta know that just like that dude at springs inspired you in the park, you’re gonna be that inspiration to somebody else. Keep rippin homie!! I grew up at Springs… we need you out there passing the torch!

**This post was edited on Apr 10th 2022 at 2:08:43am
Apr 10 2022 2:07AM
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danielloosli
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I'm a bit older (32) and also can confirm that skiing was everything for me over the last ten years. But recently I realized I missed a lot of great chances.

On my side I think it's great that this sport guides us and gives joy and pleasure. But don‘t stop working on yourself, because you're also great in other things. I bet for that. Nothing lasts forever, but you have yourself and if you want to, everything is possible with passion and dedication.

Enjoy skiing and that let other things come to your life.

Love
Apr 10 2022 5:20AM
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spintricks
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It is so weird to read about trauma, bipolar, grooming and emotional damage of a 15 years old kid. )))

You should take it easier. Thats just life and how it goes. Pressure is normal. You grows up, and adapts to new emotions and new feelings, + your hormones are going crazy at this period sometimes.

Any sports is really good. Go to the gym - it will really help you to became stronger and to resist outer world pressure and abuse.
Stop feeling sorry for yourself and inflate the problem.


My short cool story:

When I was 14 - It was a mess. At home - I really was scared of my father, he was a drunker and a tyrant. On the streets - the area in which I lived was full of drug addicts and violent juvenile bullies, some were - killers. We smoked and get drunk, because that was all around us did.

And inside all that crazy mess - I discovered breakdance. A group of guys who kept aloof from everyone, they was training late in the evening, I started training and practise, and it changed my social environment and help me to get through pubertal period.



bre_adIm 15, living in the east coast, shreddin in 7 springs. I wasnt new to park skiing as i started when i was 11. When i was 12, a lot of things trauma related happened. for example: grooming, abuse, emotional damage, etc. It was my 13th birthday and that was first time i ever tried to, yk. i never found enjoyment in life or a reason to even keep going. i had no friends and no one to go to. after things cooled down from my birthday, my dad decided to take me skiing one day. i was just a little kid with rentals that like doing 180s and boxes. i saw some dude in the park do a cork i think, and some rail shit. that inspired me. i spent that whole season cruising around and having a good time. next season i got my first pair of freestyle skis and boom. i met 3 kids. they were fucking amazing. i swear you meet the best people at the park. 3 kids ended up going onto 18. i have never had this much fun in my life. im currently in 9th grade, and ive been struggling pretty bad. with just school and anxiety attacks. unfortunately i found out i was bipolar and had frequent episodes but that didnt stop me from making a backyard rail setup. im here to peruse my dreams of becoming a professional free skier. im sick and tired of the real world and skiing is my only escape. shred on and peace.


**This post was edited on Apr 10th 2022 at 8:22:48am

**This post was edited on Apr 10th 2022 at 8:25:00am
Apr 10 2022 8:21AM
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Reedingranbow
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Came back to toxic NS after many years and I am pleasantly surprised to find this thread. I have been diagnosed with Bi polar before, and take my words with a grain of salt because mental health is different for diff. people but not a lot is known about bi polar right (more and more is being researched) now so I hope you are able to separate who you are from your brain chemicals that create the highs and lows. It's very cliche but it is similar to diabetes in the fact that we just can't do certain things like stay out all night for days, but we can still have sugar! My manic/depressive lows come back heavy if I don't sleep for a certain time and the older you get the more you will figure out what your body/brain needs and it gets incredibly easier.
Apr 10 2022 12:41PM
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highpeak
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this is a great thread. like a lot of us here, skiing is the main way i cope with it all. best thing in the world
Apr 10 2022 6:13PM
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MoneyMakerMike
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I think park skiing in general is great for people mentally because it can be enjoyed by all the homies around you and peoples energies build off each other. Same can go for most sports, but skiing is a level above in my experience
Apr 10 2022 7:03PM
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Turd__Authority
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Op whatever you do, always reach out for help if you need it. Family. Friends. NS. Doctors. Etc. Even though skiing is an outlet to improving our mental health, it isn't a cure all. Substance abuse also is something to stay away from especially if you've got depression or suicidal ideation or other stuff goin on. Only makes it worse after a short period of making it seem better. Plenty of pros struggle with depression and suicide...pretty telling if you ask me. Also it's no secret why we all gravitate towards an inherently dangerous sport while pushing the limits in seemingly reckless ways.

Glad you posted this though because the rate of mental health issues on NS and world in general is very high. These discussions are productive for sure and may help someone in need.
Apr 10 2022 7:05PM
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memecork
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My experience with skiing and the way I describe how it makes me feel is something I’d like to share. Personally I think when you’re skiing it feels as if you’re in a whole other world. What I mean by that is the mountain feels separate from reality and all its bullshit. Separate from the reality of every day life, from all the responsibilities, from work, from some drama you don’t want to deal with, separate from it all. When you’re out skiing that’s where your focus is and hardly anything can take away from it. It’s all about what line is next, what trick is next, what friends you’re with, etc. Skiing is all in the present moment. It works wonders to provide a world of escapism through nature and adrenaline/ adventure. A few times I’ve even found myself thinking about how split and strange the world of “walking” is from the world of “skiing”. I always end the thought of two seemingly separate realities with wishing I could always ski and never walk again. In a sense though, ultimately I think this is why skiing helps with the toils of depression and everyday life.
Apr 10 2022 7:49PM
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donotreply
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Hey ! I walked myself in hospital for suicide thoughts and stayed almost a full month was diagnosed with ( depression, anxiety , bipolar type 2 and ptsd )..depression overall has took away all my interests I had but now that I’m on medication I found the pleasure back but i decided ro end my season and take care of my brain and mental health and start in a fresher more next year. I think skiing and fresh air , physical activity plus you can meet a community will always be beneficial but also the time it to take care of yourself besides that it’s definitely a positive outlet and way fo cope that could be helpful. I know getting help is so scary but trust me it’s the best thing for you . I hit rock bottom and now things are going much better .. things really really do get better . Hit the slopes if it’s helping you but don’t force anything … on that note I want to say you are loved and you are worthy life as much better to come for you .. my messages are always open if you need to talk 🤍

**This post was edited on Apr 10th 2022 at 9:25:12pm
Apr 10 2022 9:22PM
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druppin_jibs
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Hey man It might help to confide in someone irl if you feel comfortable. Sometimes that person is your grandma, dad, best friend, teacher, or doctor. I kinda feel you on this one. The worst feeling I can feel is losing interest in doing what I love. I usually escape that feeling by skiing for a bit. Unfortunately skiing is a seasonal sport. I would encourage you to to explore other summer sports in addition to your backyard setup. You won't always be able to have a backyard setup. Maybe you're also a skateboarder or a surfer, etc. Someone you can confide in irl might be able to tell you these things, and give you the advice you need to here. Props for posting here and finding help. Someone irl might be able to understand you much better. Anyways I hope you find the things that give you purpose and drive in life, and that you pursue them!
Apr 10 2022 11:32PM
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KilaTsunami
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Yes!! but then I have to fight it off again when the snow melts 😂
Apr 11 2022 9:10PM
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