Man i suck.
this fucken school ball is fucking me off, all the girls at school, their whole lives revolve around it, its not one of my higher priorities.
But sure i would still love to go and it would be heaps of fun, but i suck,
Ive asked two girls and both times got denied so that kinda sucks and im not too good at talking to chicks, I live in NZ and it was the hols and i was skiing far down south and i sent a postcard to this chick from home, asking her, I got home and said 'na im making ben(ex boyfriend still like each other but had to leave) come home for it'
Then i asked this chick on MSN tonight and she goes 'sorry sweetie butim not going to your ball'.
so my self esteem dropped another 10 levels.
And in the first place i sucked with girls, i haven't had a girlfriend in 4 years, since i was like 12-13, now i am 17.
i have heaps of female friends but suck at looking for a girl,
so any girls out there, do you have any advice for me, i know i sound desperate and i am.
well its been 4 years.
yay im going in nz x-games next week.