dingusActually I am, and in response to those saying I'm doing it for the wrong reasons, I had no idea about the life changing, and inner self part I just knew of the visual things, could someone really explain that part I kinda understand but like will my views on life really change?
To be honest, only a high dose of mushrooms will earn you some cloudy visuals. Nothing like the sharp, colorful visuals of LSD as I’ve been told. What shrooms does differently than almost all other drugs is that they dismantle your ego, and let your conscious mind observe your insecurities and subconscious/locked away thoughts. That isn’t to say you won’t have a great time, but shrooms tend to do this with great intensity. If you feel your starting to have a bad trip, usually accompanied by a feeling of negative energy look inward at the conscience (Meditate), and this makes you lose any fear and paranoia and be driven instead by this almighty, unstoppable euphoria (mental and physical).
It’s all what you take out of it. Shrooms won’t permanently change you, unless you have some underlying psychotic disease, instead they will show you your true inner self. The intense introspection usually occurs at the peak of the trip, and the pondering and analyzing comes during the comedown. Shrooms are a tool and have been used for thousands of years so treat them as a tool to better yourself and have fun.
The cynicism isn’tt able to touch this because its something that goes beyond this, dog eat dog ego thing. Conscience is part of this otherworldly thing that can't be comprehended with the egos logic. Ego lose can be terrifying but don’t fight it. That’s my advice. Let everything flow and if things do go bad meditate.