I am in the same boat. the only time im truley happy is when im drunk or when im skiing. I have no real friends, this weekend i stayed at home by myself all weekend..i havnt done that since like 6th grade? My best advice to you would to be pick up some hobbies. Weight Lifting i beleive is the best hobby ever. Builds self confidince, keeps your mind off the bullshit around you, and makes you more appealing to the opposite sex. Also basketball is another one that i love.
But just remember idle time is the devils playground.
Adderal or *pre workout supplements* they both give you energy, focus, and motivation for days. I dont want to be that guy that tells you to try drugs but if your loooking to get off your ass...this will do the trick.
cause this world is going down like hell in a handbasket. and some of us are pissed off that we have front row seats to the downfall of our lifes. thats why im depressed. that i feel so indadaqute in a socicity that i wish not to be a part of but have no choce not to be.
and i just went veggie. and im pisssed as fuck caus i miss meat!