So the past couple of weeks I have thought to myself that I should try and be a better person and get karma on my side for the holiday season. So I have been going out of my way to hold doors for people, greet everyone, help out a little more, let people go ahead of me in traffic lines, etc. I have been doing Work experience through school with a house building company and thought I should be more generous this year in my gifts. I spent 3 times as much as I regular do ($200 a person). Then today, the day after fucking christmas I get in my first fucking car accident! I have spent almost $1200 on christmas and I had 400$ left in my account with one more cheque coming before the semester ends. I will probably be paying a 70% increase on insurance now and I have spent the majority of my money. I have another job that i work at once a week that gave me a little extra spending money, but now that is gone. I ski competitively and skiing is my absolute dream I want nothing more then to make it in the ski world. My parents are contemplating taking me out of the ski club no matter if I pay for all the damage my self or not (which I will be). I needed a new pair of skis but now that wont happen, cause I will be paying too much for insurance for 3 years now.
Long story short, this is the first time I have ever gone out of my way to increase my karma and it royally fucked me.
sorry, short little rant.