So shitty, girls dont liek me because i wear touques. they think im greasy.
guys dont like me because my interests are skiing, and for 5 months of the year im only focased on that.
theres no places to work to make any money so im stuck sitting alone in a dark basement for 16 hours a day, schools shitty becuase they dont offer anything i want to take, classes go slow becuase theres no one to talk with. Moms struggling with money so everythings really limited, single diabetic mom who is always home. brother who is an awesome skier who lives at the reort was goign to come home this summer but is staying up there, meaning i could spend 200$ and sesh a rail garden the whole summer by myself, but is that really fun? The only passion i have in anything is skiing which is a 2 hour commute to any mountain, my ski buddies dont even like me. the only time i am truley happy is skiing, menaing this whole fucking summer bullshit is hell. I am unemployed and no where wants to hire a grade 9 with no work expirience so im sol for a job. so im stuck 18 hours a day doing jack shit on the computer in a dark cold basement, being broken as shit, just so i can have 4 - 5 months of happines on the slope once a week by myself. what does this world have planed for me. im to fucking lazy to read my rant so if something doesnt make sense whatever. i just dont know what to do with my life, if you actully took the time to read my rant tell me what i am to do if you fel like.
sparknotes: mylife sucks and i give up.