so for the last month or so ive been living in a pressure cooker in total panic mode trying to finish up the semester and graduate...honestly it's been so fucking stressful you dont even know, and it felt like the assignments would never end
then yesterday i got down to my last paper and procrastinated on it cause at this point all i can think about is skiing and it's like "oooooh my god how am i gonna write ANOTHER TEN PAGES, AGHHHHHH"
then today i rolled out the first half of the paper, went and cleaned my car out a little, and chilled at my little brother's frat house for a while and ate free pizza...then i came home and did nothing for 3 hours, then wrote another 25% of the paper...
so then i was sitting around wondering what in the hell i was going to use to fill the last bit, and i got the feeling of insurmountable doom again that ive been getting just about every day for 3 weeks, but THEN i found a good article on ebscohost that will fill the rest of the paper. IM WRITING IT RIGHT NOW AND IM SO STOKED. LAST PAPER IN UNDERGRAD ABOUT TO BE DONE!!!!!!!!
honestly it's a shitty shitty effort, but right now im in survival mode, and all i care about is that im moving to summit co in TWO FUCKING WEEKS....GAAAAAAAH im gonna be raging on the highway so hard with the windows down and my music on full blast
gimme a honk if you see an audi on the highway somewhere in alabama or georgia in the next few days with 4 pairs of twin tips on the roof...
"The best way I can describe it is it felt like somebody bungee jumped off my right nut."
-Ken Griffey Jr. on what it feels like to break your groin.
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