Replying to I want to curl up into a ball and fucking die
so i am really fucking depressed right now. life sucked but was managable before tonight.i was out cruising around my shithole fucking town and i pull onto a 55mph road then i see an vw r32 buzz past me. so i hang with him once we get passed the next intersection we get up to 135mph on a fucking 55. i wasent thinking i flew past him at 145. and then i slow back down to 80. i dont remember the rest but i was behind the vw and then i see some lights that are hanging with us so i get nervous and slow down and pull into the right lane then he flips his motherfucking lights on and the vw takes off. as i am pulling over i am thinking of killing myself,running, trying to fight the cop anything. so he comes up and says license and registration and to my surprise he says i got you doing 86 in a 55. now i am a luck fucker because i was up to 6k rpms in 5th doing 145. so im basically asking what teh fuck should i do im at home and have not told my parents i plan on having alot of beers sleepinh and telling em tommarow. so its a 6 point ticket he said i need to go see the judge in boulder in july and that it will probaly be a 120+ fine with a 2 day driving class. so im fucking scared and depressed. i never want to speed again, i want to sell my car and i want to leave my life. i feel like i have dissapointed my parents and myself. i feel so shitty right now someone tell me how to tell my parents what to say in court anything i need fucking help. im putting my car up for sale tommarow. i really need help. i am a pussy this shit is a fucking reality check im fucking misarable right now. street racing,driving fast , all of that shit is stupid and pointless. the second i got pulled over i realized that. i left the ticket in my car because my mom is up i will get it an post the info when she goes to bed. again. help me. i am an asshole and have done some stupid shit on ns but im really fucked up right now and need some help
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