Im back and black SToRy TImE!!

hey gang.

so time has been rolling by steadily, as always, and some things are rising up. Every day when I wake up i make resolutions, things I know I should and shouldn't be doing, trying to live right. "In the mornings my penis rises up like a pheonix" - Gravediggaz. I feel I should be rising up to the challenges now, im feeling the pressure build, demanding action. So I have my shower, clean off the breakdowns and mistakes of the day and night before, making my towel dirty. Ahh, the dirty towel. We always want our towels to be clean don't we. We like to hide from our physical and spiritual dirt. I have grown fond of my dirty towel, for what it stands for. Acknowledging the dirt allows me to be true, fair, and stern with myself. Im building a scale model of my treehouse plan, its coming together magnificently. Im putting my education here to use, using all the computer courses to get towards that goal. Putting together a portfolio for class has turned into a portfolio for my buisness plan, the Big Picture. I have a great feeling and have visualized a major step coming together this summer, and Im confident i can nail a contract at a big resort (which works hand in hand with our college program) to build a suspended treeouse and high ropes course. If I do get this contract (it will help me get my prerequisites for my college work term too) I will have to recruit somone who has the credibility to conduct the carpentry aspect of construction, someone who knows the code. Dan Bloom, if he is willing, who knows, if you're interested let me know, and ill keep you in the loop. Things are looking good though, Im eating healthy, just did a 7 day detox, learning how to say no to pot and booze (a dozen times a day sooooo hard!), Im the Mom at my house, cleaning EVERYTHING, apparently my roomates have never used a cloth, vacuum, garbage bag, stove, or toilet before. freaking disgusting. And they dont pick up on the hints i leave around. Yesterday my feet were sticking to the bathtub (groooosssss!!!!!!!!!) so i filled it with cleaner and water and let it sit there for them to see, hoping, hoping, they would let the water out and maybe clean something. .. Nope, they just dont shower for 2 days until i drain the water....

sorry to go off there, i guess i dont need to vent to everyone.

but hey, yeah, The point is that Im learning how to really manage my life, making money has yet to be conqured, but my student loan allows me to sit pretty and get everything else in order. So yeah, christmas is coming, i have 3 weeks off, and I have money!!!

so email me if you want to adventure, the world is once again, my oyster.

I have a cell phone, 613 633 2***

text me if you can- its free, but call too if you want.

So the weekend was awesome. It all began friday when we loaded up 3 cars with gear to go ziplining and riding at tremblant. My latest adventure is to go to an Adventure center late at night, and attach on to the kilometer long ziplines (Cables stretched over lakes and forests very high up). We have the pulleys and harnesses, and its amazing, flying into the darkness. I dont want to spill too much info, but theres caves involved as well. After that its a wild drive to my cottage, rescuing a car from a ditch who flew off the road right in front of me. I cut my brand new climbing rope!!! bahhh!!!! didnt even get to use it....grr... Meh, we fully pulled him out of the ditch. Then it was a cold sleep for 4 hours at the cottage, then off to Tremblant in the morning, for an afternoon of riding, which was fully awesome, and then the return drive home to pembroke, which is Fully far. so we fully covered 800 km in 2 days. I slept and ate all day sunday, cooked a beet/bean/pea/squash soup from scratch.

well guys, thats all for now

keep in touch, and let me know if you want in on these epic adventures, they really are fully awesome.


FULLY SHAWN!