Im a dumbass.....

ok so heres my story, and yes its about a girl....shes cool and hot as hell ive known her almost all my life (were neighbors)and so theres nothing that we dont know about each other, and talking to her is so easy, unlike some girls r, and she also likes everything i like, and she has everything that i look for in a girl, and just the other day she just broke up with her boyfriend and she was pissed so she calls me up an is like hey come out side, were gonna go take a drive. So i get out of bed and go to her car and we ride around for a bit, then she gets out a bowl we smoke an talk, an hang out for like an hour, then she had to go home, but since then weve been hangin out so much and talkin on the phone an shit, thing that sucks about all this is i never thought to date her until now (unfortunatly it would never work out cause im movin in a month)but its like ive been wasting all this time trying to find a cool girlfriend, and all this time shes been right there beside me, and i just never thought about it, plus another thing that really sucks about it is that now that ive known her for so long i dunno if i could date her because i think of her more as a friend, and if we were to date and then broke up i wouldnt have her to talk to as a friend....DAMNIT

moral of story: what you have been looking for all your life could be right there in front of you, you just never thought about it....

so post on this however you like i just had to get it off my chest and if you have any advice feel free to share it....

peace