I asked her how her day was and this is how she responds.....:
k buddy. why are you so concerned? DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT I DID? k, look at it this way. i made a thread when i first got here saying "i need friends" and hardly anyone responded. then i followed that up (just to see) with a "utah sucks" thread, to which many people responded. it just goes to show that people here are pretty lame. i have spent countless hours sitting at coffee shops, going to premieres, hanging out at the mall, and walking around downtown trying to meet people. however, everyone in this state is so god damned weird! you say hi to someone that is walking past you and they look at you like you are a freak? alright, you try this. you try moving somwhere where you do not know anyone. everything is fine and dandy for a while, then your best friend/surrogate little brother dies. you have to go home and go to a funeral where you have to talk, and act strong for everyone else because you are alot older than most of them. then, two days later you are thrust back into a community where you dont know anyone. now, while trying to mourn the loss of your dearly beloved and go to school, and meet new people, you somehow get a little down and out. does that sound reasonable at all? can you empathize with the fact that i am completely alone down here, this is one of the most difficult times of my life, and people like you are sitting here, yelling at me. Well you know what? i would like to see how you react to a situation like that. because i'm pretty sure i go to school everyday, workout, and sit at home and cry. wouldn't you think that whatever place you were in sucks pretty bad if that's all you ever did after trying pretty damn hard for a good while to make friends? yesterday, i made my very first real friend that wasn't off of newschoolers.com...2 months? i am an exremely outgoing person and i have a very upbeat personality it just so happens that i had a very tragic event occur and that upset me greatly. so to answer your question, no i am not out of utah yet, i wish i was however i cannot justify wasting my mothers money and going back early, even though she said that would be completely fine. so it's people like you who are furthering my image of this state. what do you think of that?