Replying to Don't take it for granted
last night some of our soccer team went to this girls house...there was prob around 40 people there and one of the kids had to leave...everyone had been drinking and this kid that had to leave needed a ride home...my friend offered him a ride but he wanted to come back to the party at this point he wasn't really drunk so he begged me to go with him and keep him company so he would have a better chance of not screwing up so like a fucking moron i agreed and i brought the kid home with him so we got back to the party and the shit was almost gone so i drank a shitload of stuff too fast and fell asleep about 30 mins later so i fell asleep upstairs with one of the girls from the party and today i got probably the worst call ive ever had it turned out my friend left and he fucking got in an accident and by the time i had been called he had died now im sitting here and i don;t know what to do and i wish i could have just fucking stopped him and took his keys i feel so guilty that i could have saved his life and ive never been so fucking sad im usually a stoic when it comes to these things but i feel like this was partially my fault now a kids never gonna finish high school and the kid i've known for over 8 years is just gone im sorry i just can;t eeven talk about this anymore i just had to get this shit of my chest
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