Okay so I'm not a bad guy, I treat my girl (when I have one) right. I treat her like a queen, I’ll rub her feet if shes tired, Ill massage her with oils when shes tense... Ill do anything. I cook and keep a clean house. All jokes aside Im not a total nutcase. I wont even look at porno when Im with someone as I feel its like cheating sort of, I take her out, we go walking, kayaking, dinner, etc... Im not a jealous jerk either. I can talk about anything from art to politics or whatever. Im not a perfect built guy with huge muscles but Im not all that ugly :fawk:
With that said, I cant find someone I like or respect for the life of me. When they have a nice \"mind\" they weigh like 200lbs and when the body is okay (I mean okay - not perfect, not being picky) theyre dumber than a freaking rock. Sometimes when I think shes fine with a good personality and theres a physical attraction, something happens like me finding out she has a boyfriend (without telling me). Women my age want guys in their 40s. I wanted to see this one girl, shes 26 (Im 28) and she has a little kid. Well when I finally got her number from a friend it was too late, shes currently with a 45 year old guy with teenage kids. :wtf: Women in their early 20s are not worth anything besides getting laid for a month because in my experience theyre into the most stupid shit.
I had a 21 year tell me that Im too nice, she\'s into the \"ganster\" kind of guy. I later saw her with a boyfriend \"gansta\" he didnt own a car, had large ass pants, a long t-shirt that went to his knees and a sideways cap with a head band he walked with a sort of lean too.
Not wanting a 200lb chick is not being overly superficial, I tried to enjoy a woman\'s body who weighed 180 pounds but I couldnt at all, "nope aint gonna happen, Im sorry - I cant get my little guy to work with me tonight". I was grossed out, just not my taste. I cant resort to a sort of relationship where the partner will make me vomit a little everytime she wants sex.
All I want is a cute woman in her mid 20s to early 30s with long dark hair, no more than 130 ish pounds. Thats into rock music (or at least hates hiphop, dance, techno etc...), that can talk about anything, not a bitch, and whatever... **** it will never happen. Im going to be 30 in a few years, what happens then? I feel like Ill be alone for the rest of my life. I\'m not looking for the perfect chick, I just want a chick that will be perfect for me and so far I have yet to find her. sigh [/rant]