makes you think about the shit he was going through and how riding was an outlet for him more than likely. bums me out hard, dave was a childhood hero and an idol no doubt. spent a lot of time riding bikes as a kid jumping them, racing bmx, and all that fun stuff trying to be like him or Ryan Nyquist. that or countless hours playing Dave Mirras Freestyle BMX on the computer. He brought so much damn joy to us as kids.
Its weird, you usually expect guys like this to go out doing what they live like our favorite skiers have (roner, shane, JP, etc.) and it is still sad but doesn't really shock you given the circumstances and what they do, but its so fucking hard to stomach when they go out like that. just hearing that peoples personal demons finally get the best of them always just fucking sucks, especially with a dude like this. He just never really seemed like the depressed/self-abusive type at all, but I guess that's how it works: you do a great job of hiding that from others.
Ride easy, dave and Kelly. Both of you dudes have no idea the amount of stoke and inspiration you gave shredders all across the world.