my muscle disorder basically makes me stronger because the muscles are always working. I can't do the squat because it also causes me too tense up and not allow different muscle groups. I don't feel like getting squashed because I can't stand up. Called myotonia congenita. Look it up. I as well have a rare case due to different unseen symptoms.
So If you want to hate go somewhere else. I struggle with this mentally and physically. My joints are falling apart I get knots in my back and I'm alsways in pain. I almost committed suicide as a result of it because I realised that I'll have the future I wanted and dreamed of as a child. I'm done taking this bull.