Ok, this Febuary, i was suppost to get spinal surgury to fuse my spinal liothisis, upon hering i would probley never ski again, and that they would be fusing oveer 6 vertabray together, i booked it to whistler, to have one good season, and i would get the problem dealt with when i need to, so now, my L4 HAs sepearted from my back, im fucked, i may never ski again, on top of that im getting ACL surgury in 6 days,
I just saw the Orthopdic surguron, my back really really, is fucked, chances are i won't be skiing again until 2005, if ever again, my family doctor recommeneds that i get my knee done, then go home to ontario, and get back surgury, because in that order, id be the shortest waiting time,
the funny fucked up part is if i wait 4 weeks between surgury i will quailify for a second round of unemployment, trust me, id' give anything in order to be able to live a normal life, pain free,
today i had the talk with my doctor about medical Marajuana, she also gave me a percription for Perks, and demeral, these are both heavy drugs that i don't want any part of so i brought up the dope debate, i have an address in vancouver........
EI, still won't pay me, i won't see any of that money until mid September, between now and then i have under $300 to live on in whislter, I think im flying home at this point, i reallly don't know what s going to go down........ Scary shit,
My back hurts so much,
i have a 50 pecent slip anymore, and i get emergency surgury, i could go paralised, but not if i get surgury 1st...............
'I'm still Ugly'