Hello everyone, I need your help, I’m in real trouble.
I’m almost 17 and I don’t know whether to keep doing my actual high school (done 3 out of 5 years) or move to the mountains alone (2.30h from my home by car) and finish school there in a college for skiers and winter athletes.
I’m very happy about my actual private school (I’m a very studious) and I’m pretty sure the college in the mountains won’t offer an equal education.
On the other hand skiing is life for me*
*even if it doesn’t always makes me the happiest cause it’s very challenging for my mind (I’ve skied in park only 5 days in my life, since I started freestyle this season -perfect season to start a new sport- and I’ve done 180,360, sw 180 almost, pretzel 2) I’m writing the trick cause happened I lost motivation, thinking I’m not good enough for my goals, I’m too young, and I won’t make it to comps ... But then I remember I’ve just started and, moreover, I’m a girl so, from what I’ve understood, it’s easier to get noticed (also trick in comps are less difficult).
This season I suffered a lot for not being able to ski due to covid and I want to avoid it next year.
In addition, if on the one hand I think about my future/studying and work, on the other hand I may regret my choice of staying at home, staying into my comfort zone.
Please, help me buddies, my head is very heavy these days.