Be me, turn up to hostel. I’m staying in Hakuba for 5 weeks. Everything is going fine with my fellow guests until they realise - I’m partially autistic and the only thing I know how to have a conversation about is skiing. Every night I’m adjusting my kit while people socialise. They look at me awkwardly and give me little smiles as I change the afd on my bindings.
I just walked into the communal lounge and there was an obvious lull in conversation as I placed myself on the couch. Their conversation resumes after a brief awkward second. Right now I am sitting here with headphones in drinking Asahi superdry while watching videos of Candide Thovex.
My crush is sitting across from me, a cute brunette from the states. We get along great but I’m pretty sure like every other girl she sees me just as a friend. I mean after all what do I have to offer? I’m an idiot a loser a microphone abuser (plus 10 points if you get the reference)
There’s also some fucking v loggers here, but it’s fucking weird because I have 0 personality and they keep pointing the camera at me. It’s like an episode of the office. And I’m the joke.
I hope the conditions on the mountain tomorrow are better. I wanna send some 3s. I also don’t wear a helmet anymore because to be honest I don’t care if I die.
HYP3R_REAL1TY Signing out.