No matter what social group I'm in I never feel like i belong. I never feel like it's truly me... I'm unable to willingly submit my will and conform to the norms of a social orders.
How very anti authority of me. At the same time I'm trying to figure out what is the right path to commit my energy to. Do I follow my heart or my brain and furthermore how do even differentiate the two?
My current state leads me to taking a large amount of what my old username was and delving into my consciousness in order to find out what my archaic mind really wants.
Who else feels this way?