teamSESHIf you lost someone to suicide youíd get that it is but isnít. At least in my case itís that way. Itís nice to talk about it with people that can relate. Bottling it up does more bad than good.
I didn't mean to be vague, but I stand by what I said.
What I mean is that we are all going to experience death eventually. In order to understand life you must also understand death. In order to understand success you must understand failures and mistakes. In order to understand forgiveness and love you must understand anger and resentment.
Don't waste your time wondering "why" or "how" or put blame on yourself or those surrounded by you. I'm not saying throw away all your feelings at all. Have a good cry whenever you need to and try to laugh as much as you can. But remember that we will all understand death when the time comes. And then just continue to be happy with life.
Sorry about your friend.
There's lesson in there somewhere