i dont even know where to start........ recently lifes been rough. Not like losing a child hood pet rough. I dont even know how to describe it. I try to tell myself its just "the awkward years" and its how all 16 year olds feel, and maybe im right. But damn... nothing is just going right lately. Let me elaborate.... I used to be in all advanced classes, easily passing with A's, maybe a B or two, Im currently stuggling to maintain C's in basic cirriculum classes now. My parents got divorced this fall. Many things i once loved doing i now find boring and played out, such as skiing, skating, playing piano, music, even fucking something as simple as playing PS4 i now find unamusing. I ended up spending all the $$$ i earned this summer working a shit job on fucking drugs and stupid shit, so now im dead poor. Im constantly pissing my parents off. All the "friends" i had less than 6 months ago are now gone (i came to realise they werent really my friends after all). and on top of that I got diagnosed with ADHD less than a month ago.
im not making this thread for attention or so people can say "wow his life is a lot tougher than mine" or so people can feel bad for me. im sure theres people with a lot more bad shit going on than me. Im simply making it because i have nothing better to do. i guess you could say im venting here because i dont want to ask my parents too see a councelor, for the sake of them thinking im fucked in the head. i also dont want to have to go sit down in a room with 2 nice neat comfy chairs a coffee table in the middle and talk to some man in his mid 50's about why im feeling "sad".
well fuck im starting to realise maybe newschoolers isnt the best place to be posting shit like this but fuck it. i already typed this son of a bitch up i might as well post it