Chupa_ChupsClinical depression, extreme senioritis, shit grades, no direction in life, smoke too much weed, have intense depersonalization as a result, slowly going insane with every passing day, relationship with my parents has deteriorated, lost a lot of my friends, losing friends by the week, too many douchebags in my daily routine, extreme road rage, short temper, prefer isolation but hate being lonely, horrible with women, socially awkward as fuck, and I'm out of work until June.
Im also a senior and i experience lots of those things lol. Its strange how much i can relate... My grades are good and i did great on the SAT but i dont have any direction or know what i want to do so i didnt apply to any colleges. I also smoke too much weed and i think there is something to be said about it. I understand the depersonalization. I used to be a heavy mole taker every day and it was bad for my health. i would cough shit up and was out of breath on the hill. I recently stopped and am on to just green now. Its just like the old days. I also prefer isolation and hate being lonely lol. Im sure many people must have these problems at our age. Good luck m8