You're screwed OP.
This is what you have to look forward too.
You can motivate by fear. And you can motivate by reward. But both of these methods are only temporary. The only lasting thing is self-motivation. ~Homer Rice
Powder snow skiing is not fun. It's life, fully lived, life lived in a blaze of reality. ~Dolores LaChapelle
Turn right, turn left, repeat as necessary.