ski_salmon69oh god so many things. most of my friends are totally gone this summer so it just sucks not having anyone there to even talk to. like i haven’t seen anyone in weeks and even when i try to work something out nobody wants to even try. just kinda feel like cutting off most of my friends from hs at this point. combine that with falling for this girl that i can’t really have. and she’s like the only person i feel i can talk to now and that’s kinda getting to me. my parents are really getting on my nerves and shit through all this and they can’t really see what i’m going through. i wanna get out and experience things but i just kinda feel stuck close to home. also i’m just coming off wisdom tooth surgery so i’ve not really been able to do anything the past few days and that’s getting to me but i know that’ll get better at least. feels good to write all this out
Things will get better homie, one day at a time. As for the friend thing, most of have or will go through this at your age. You will meet new people and make new friends, it is tough, believe me I know but you will conquer it. I think I read earlier in a thread that you were looking for a way to tell your parents you want to go meet this girl? My advice, honesty goes a long ways especially with parents. Ive been in the similar situation myself and now I have a grown son and a teenage daughter now, just tell them you want to go meet a friend, that happens to be a girl, and I am just letting you know what I am doing. If I was your dad I would ask you, do you need gas money? I know most parents arent cool and have lost touch with reality, I see it all the time. If you keep an open line of communication between your parents, most likely they will understand you. You are at the age to go out and experience things, make bad choices, make good choices but to also learn from those choices. All I am saying, keep your head up, one day at a time, keep yourself busy with things that make you happy......like skiing, thats why you are here, correct? I hope the wisdom tooth surgery recovery is going well, and best of luck in life. Lots of us here on NS are here to talk if you need. Go have fun!