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safarisamNo you don't I'm annoying as fuck

DeebieSkeebiesdudes i remember living in SLC and getting nearly black-out and going over to this girls house I met off of tinder a bunch and almost got a DUI twice doing it cuz i got pulled-over but let go, and then i would drink a case of busch or something everynight after work when i didnt do that or poach my roomates liquor or go to the bars and strike out or something, or just sit in my room and drink all night. barely went skiing, my brain imploded and, moved back in with my family just to recenter focus and find joy in things again and clear the conscious kinda. Shit got wild there for a minute, but fell back in love with skiing harder than ever and other interests. Idk man, you just get bored of it after a while, the booze and the party culture and all that

BigPurpleSkiSuitIm getting there too honestly. I just know if I want to keep skiing later in life ill have to get in great shape and stay there. Why hasn't someone invented a way to feel drunk without alcohol yet?

BigPurpleSkiSuitIm getting there too honestly. I just know if I want to keep skiing later in life ill have to get in great shape and stay there. Why hasn't someone invented a way to feel drunk without alcohol yet?

theabortionatorKetamine?

OregonDeadhmmm looks good on paper but 100% of the people I know that started a regular K habit started acting generally f’d in a not good way that doesn’t seem good for doing a ski season. seems prob best if way more once in a while IDK

DeebieSkeebiesdudes i remember living in SLC and getting nearly black-out and going over to this girls house I met off of tinder a bunch and almost got a DUI twice doing it cuz i got pulled-over but let go, and then i would drink a case of busch or something everynight after work when i didnt do that or poach my roomates liquor or go to the bars and strike out or something, or just sit in my room and drink all night. barely went skiing, my brain imploded and, moved back in with my family just to recenter focus and find joy in things again and clear the conscious kinda. Shit got wild there for a minute, but fell back in love with skiing harder than ever and other interests. Idk man, you just get bored of it after a while, the booze and the party culture and all that

BigPurpleSkiSuitIm getting there too honestly. I just know if I want to keep skiing later in life ill have to get in great shape and stay there. Why hasn't someone invented a way to feel drunk without alcohol yet?

zuesYea, I had way too many close calls driving drunk... Thank God I've stopped that. It was usually trying to get to another party or go to a girls house.

DeebieSkeebiesi turn 25 on saturday and i just rant about how much the 20s have sucked so far and all that despite some bright spots here and there.

wear a fucking helmet for anyone who is under the age of 18 or just fucking wear one for that matter.

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Profahoben_212Turned 24 a few weeks ago. Would be in a far different place if i hadn't konked my head a couple times. Wear a helmet. Vibes

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larilinesignI moved over here to Utah and I feel like I'm living in an alternate reality.

WHY ARE THERE SO MANY CREEPY LITTLE BLONDE KIDS?????

I'm not talking about about no average citizens walking around minding their own business...

I'm talking about bleach-blonde head bleach-blonde eyebrow sniffly little 2-8 year olds running amuck all over the place. All looking like the same little kid over and over. Never just one of them, they come in pairs or more.

What with their lurching handlers who have these huge white teeth and look at you side-eyed. Dad is Patagonia-ed out like he just got back from rock climbing and mom is a flowy-haired MILF in an oversized sweater and leggings, her makeup airbrush finished. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

These little blonde kids are the blood of my nightmares! I get a panic attack every time I see them cause I think I'm nested into some kind of lucid dream I can't escape!

They're here to CLAIM MY IMPURE SOUL.

I've never actually heard one of them little blonde kids speak, but I imagine if they did, it would be some kind of DEVISTATING GUTTERAL SQUEAL!

Every time I see them, I get all tripped up and run away!

I've never actually seen them drink water. Therefore! They must feed on blood. That's how they make their hair turn normal color so they can blend in as adults and proliferate throughout the world.

But see that's the thing... Utah isn't the real world. These little blonde kids must have some kind of telepathic powers that they use to surround the state in a psychic force field that they've created to torment me!

I suspect these creepy little blonde kids are how the Mormans are weaponizing for a spiritual crusade.

larilinesignI moved over here to Utah and I feel like I'm living in an alternate reality.

WHY ARE THERE SO MANY CREEPY LITTLE BLONDE KIDS?????

I'm not talking about about no average citizens walking around minding their own business...

I'm talking about bleach-blonde head bleach-blonde eyebrow sniffly little 2-8 year olds running amuck all over the place. All looking like the same little kid over and over. Never just one of them, they come in pairs or more.

What with their lurching handlers who have these huge white teeth and look at you side-eyed. Dad is Patagonia-ed out like he just got back from rock climbing and mom is a flowy-haired MILF in an oversized sweater and leggings, her makeup airbrush finished. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

These little blonde kids are the blood of my nightmares! I get a panic attack every time I see them cause I think I'm nested into some kind of lucid dream I can't escape!

They're here to CLAIM MY IMPURE SOUL.

I've never actually heard one of them little blonde kids speak, but I imagine if they did, it would be some kind of DEVISTATING GUTTERAL SQUEAL!

Every time I see them, I get all tripped up and run away!

I've never actually seen them drink water. Therefore! They must feed on blood. That's how they make their hair turn normal color so they can blend in as adults and proliferate throughout the world.

But see that's the thing... Utah isn't the real world. These little blonde kids must have some kind of telepathic powers that they use to surround the state in a psychic force field that they've created to torment me!

I suspect these creepy little blonde kids are how the Mormans are weaponizing for a spiritual crusade.

DeebieSkeebiesdude this is a trippy and hilariously-real post as someone who has been in UT for years now and is a super bleach blonde pasty dude. these parents look at me like "oh fuck is that what my kids gonna be?" lmao. my grandma used to run peroxide through my hair when i was like 5


idk what it is, my dad has a theory that theres still nuclear fallout lingering in Utahs air from all the nukes they tested out in Dugway.

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DeebieSkeebiesdude this is a trippy and hilariously-real post as someone who has been in UT for years now and is a super bleach blonde pasty dude. these parents look at me like "oh fuck is that what my kids gonna be?" lmao. my grandma used to run peroxide through my hair when i was like 5


idk what it is, my dad has a theory that theres still nuclear fallout lingering in Utahs air from all the nukes they tested out in Dugway.

**This post was edited on Oct 25th 2020 at 2:49:43am

BigPurpleSkiSuitIt's the nordic genes and inbreeding from when the Mormons first came out here

zuesI've transferred my booze habit to a coke habit to a pot habit. The pot habit is the most beneficial habit and i'll stay here

zuesI live in CT and consistently drive to MASS to buy dispensary pot because its more expensive and its better. The ride back is always better than the ride there.

BigPurpleSkiSuitAnd now we have supreme court Justice Amy Barrett! With that, we have confirmed a 6-3 conservative majority in the Supreme Court! We Americans will finally be able to get away from those pesky rulings allowing horrors like abortion and the affordable care acts existence. Life can go back to being as it was in the 50s! When America was happiest, and there were no rulings forcing good Christian judges to allow gay marriage, after all, marriage is a sacred bond between a man and a woman, not the gays! Heck, being forced to accept that there are gays around you is an attack on your religious beliefs in the first place!!

What a scary world we live in.

Titus69I’m back in NH right now and indulged earlier lmao, I use to work a mile or so from the mass border and went to visit my old coworkers and figured I may as well get some. There’s one literally 200’ into mass like 5 minutes from my old work, if I was still around here and working there every payday I’d stop at that spot, missed their time slots earlier in the day but a spot 15 minutes further in Lowell was available. Just a few prerolls for the sleepy time but wish I got nugs for the next trip home, but also so easy especially if I fly into Boston. NE weed is getting better and better it seems, Maine’s got the east coast bud game figured out though.

zuesYea bro it's good up here. It's like a 90 min drive for me. Originally there were only a few spots open.... Now there are endless amounts of dispensaries. My Bro lives up in Boston and was saying how it's just a different kind of Denver.

Titus69Yeah its fucking clutch, can only bring 21gs across before going over NHs decriminalized limit. But yeah I flew into Boston last summer, opened up weedmaps and only saw like 3 dispos around me between Boston and Lowell, I did the same thing on Saturday and holy fuck there’s 10x more dispos than last year. Felt weird to do it on the east coast since I’ve only been to shops in Oregon but a game changer.

BigPurpleSkiSuitAnd now we have supreme court Justice Amy Barrett! With that, we have confirmed a 6-3 conservative majority in the Supreme Court! We Americans will finally be able to get away from those pesky rulings allowing horrors like abortion and the affordable care acts existence. Life can go back to being as it was in the 50s! When America was happiest, and there were no rulings forcing good Christian judges to allow gay marriage, after all, marriage is a sacred bond between a man and a woman, not the gays! Heck, being forced to accept that there are gays around you is an attack on your religious beliefs in the first place!!

What a scary world we live in.

rice.chexI don’t think women’s or gay rights are going anywhere

BigPurpleSkiSuitGuess again! One of the first cases up is involving Mississippi's 15 week abortion ban!

MinggSo I’ve recently learned that you can develop a sensitivity to caffeine. I went from drinking 5-8 cups per day and recently cut down because I was basically going into full blown panic attacks. I drank 3 sips the other day and about an hour later was completely off. I was jittery, kinda felt like I was out of my body and overall felt like I was dying lol. So I went to the doc and apparently this is a thing that happens (it’s not really common but also not uncommon) and it can happen essentially overnight. So now i can’t have caffeine and I kind of have no clue how to get anything done because it was my way of self medicating ADHD and I really don’t want to take adderall but that might be what happens next. Idk. I love coffee and am sad.

OregonDeadvibes
gotta find that coffee balance man
Coffee is so good I need it

MinggYeah dude. It was crazy. Like one day I could fall asleep after an XL and the next I was in straight panic mode for 8 hours after a half of what I normally could drink. So I started getting decaf with smaller sizes but I was still panicking so bad for seriously no reason. Like I would be driving and looking at the road and did not feel like it was me driving. I consciously knew that I was but I felt so out of touch that I wasn’t totally convinced lol. I obviously was reacting to what was in front of me but I just did not feel all there. It’s been kind of scary but since not having any caffeine everything is totally fine. No panic attacks or any symptoms like that so I’m convinced it has to have been the caffeine. If it was anxiety I’d have shit going on without caffeine but I’ve been okay with that lol.


Interestingly my doc asked what helped when I felt like that and honestly it usually subsided significantly after dinner. So for a minute I thought it was my blood sugar being low? But she explained that caffeine was probably inappropriately activating my fight or flight response - I mean that’s what caffeine does but it was to a much greater extent than the amount I was consuming should. By eating you activate your parasympathetic nervous system which is the exact opposite so that kind of makes sense. Lol I also indirectly learned the mechanism behind stress eating.

But yeah I got a nice patho lesson from my doc and I kind of feel good knowing what the fuck has been going on. It’s nice to be able to think about it logically and not be clueless as fuck. She said that is not that uncommon, it’s certainly not common but she’s seen someone go from drinking multiple cups a day to being completely intolerant to any caffeine.


def sad. I asked for a bunch of coffees for Christmas but I wouldn’t even be able to handle decaf at this point so maybe I’ll just ask for coffee candles and fine (caffeine free) teas lol.

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BiffbarfI fucking miss getting trashed with the boys and watching minor league hockey. The AHL will start in december and so will the juniors, but it just isn't the same if you can't get belligerent at the games where thousands of people set aside their differences for half a fuckin second just to enjoy some stick n' puck. Feels bad man.

safarisamGrad school drove me to drinking coffee

DeebieSkeebiesthe NHL's scheduled february return sucks lol, and yeah they probably wont be allowing any fans into arenas either. Idk if I can watch another year of playoffs without fans losing their shit over OT goals, huge hits, first-ever cup wins, etc.

CLQDrinking coffee in the morning is the best part of my day

theabortionatorAlso started playing guitar after which always makes me feel better. And this came in the mail just after which is fucking dope. SteveO and Tony Hawk did a fundraiser for skateparks doing this wallride shot, getting prints made and signing a bunch. I think it raised like 150k or something sick.

Also this guitar has been a really great outlet for me. I just need to hold on long enough to get back to work. At least then I'll be doing something else im passionate about and getting to make some turns. Idk health care really is fucked in this country though but like anything else "that's just the way it is" is our response to everything. But regardless feeling a little less shitty thanks to music and that print coming in the mail.

OregonDeadoh hell yeah that is sick