dood, get a second opinion on your rehab reccomendations from another liscensed counselor. I had to do that after i got a dui and I had to go through a bunch of bullshit, it worked out though cause i didn't agree with what this gay ass counselor that was trying to fuck me over. You have the right to disagree, u just have to get a second opinion. think of someone u know that has a relative who is a counselor and have them right a letter to the judge, thats what i did.
Shit man, Keep your head on straight. don't let depression get to you, it sux ballz. Thingz will get better though. ski season is here. Keep your motivation up.