hello, my name is Barefootin_Fiend, and I'm an alcoholic.
guess what, so are you. people will joke and say you're just in college blah, blah, blah. that's all well and good, but it doesn't change the fact that you're no longer in control at this point. been there myself. when it gets to the point where you're blacking out regularly...multiple times a week, it's time to take heed.
now i won't sit here and tell you to quit drinking. i know i wouldn't have listened to it at all when i was at that stage of my alcoholism. just beware, it's not going to get better if you keep on the path that you're on. you'll ruin friendships, make an ass of yourself, etc. hopefully that's the least of it. hopefully you don't end up in a car and with a dui...getting arrested...etc.
ultimately, it comes down to drinking less. i know for me it was hard liquor. i can down vodka like it's water....literally. it's almost disturbing to see. however, over time i was able to ease up on it...it became easier as i got older. just gotta slow er down a notch. good luck dude.