me and this kid bought an eigth each cause we planned on tripping that night. we were chilling in my room and he was in a bad mood so everything that came out of his mouth was negative, as if he had a problem with everything with the food he was eating and shit that was on tv. he ate his slice in my room and i had eaten my slice before we got to my room so they were already digesting in my stomach... i told him i didnt want to trip with him cause i wanted to have a good trip and he obviously wasnt feeling great and he took it the wrong way and left. i took a shower and by the time i had got into the bathroom everything started to feel funky. i massaged my neck and head in the shower (try it, it feels great when yer tripping) and was feeling more positive than i had ever in my life.
ok im just fucking ranting now... so later that night my friends picked me up and we went to this kids house. i was laying on his bed staring at all the posters in his room cause they were fucking sweet. all of a sudden i just got really depressed and started thinking about all the lonely people in the world and how theyre life sucks and whatever. i just couldn't get out of this rut of thinking about sad people and negative stuff.. i cried a little (by this time everyone else was outside at the bonfire they made) so i got my shit together and went outside to the fire. didn't even say a word to anyone. it was sketchy as fuck, i just wasn't acting myself at all. so someone decided to rage then get something to eat. we left and i cried a little more. i told the kid who was driving to just bring me home, so we were on the way and i took this kid's joint, told the driver to park in a little niche on the side of a neighborhood. of course a fucking cop drives by real slow and stops for a sec, so everyone else freaked the fuck out as i was just babbling about random shit when i was trying to get the joint lit so i just hopped in the car, told eeveryone to shut the fuck up, and to take me home so i could "smoke this joint cause i needed to get to sleep somehow". haha lol then i bawled on the way to my house and cried myself to sleep.
bad fucking trip, just wasn't fun at all.
inb4 i have the ability to give birth to children
