I know most off you won’t care shit about this but I just need to get it out off my system, sparknotes at the end.
I’ve just failed myself so hard.
My school career was already fucked up and taking forever but now I can add another year to it.I just failed my physics exam so badly, I’ve prepared extremely well, I basically shut off my mac’s and tv and all I did was study for days. I knew everything, every test exam I did I scored at least 8,3+/10
I felt great this morning, do I say great? I felt fucking invincible! Then the exam came, I sat down and got started, I went through the question’s like Einstein on cocaine, and then on question 10 it’s like I flew straight into a wall. *Bam* and all my knowledge was lost, I lost focus, it was like my brain shutdown and went into retarded mode. I had a sort of mental blackout. I’m not a nervous type and I never had it anything like this happen to me. However, long story short, due to this I’ve failed my exam which means I have to do another year of school.
sad right now and in desperate need for a hug or some kind words, another fucking year of my life is gone, it just flew out of the window and i'm the one to blame.
Failed exam = another year of school = me being sad, I need a hug.
Some pictures of sad panda’s that reflect my current emotional state: