kinda cool, doesnt look too hard.. too much slow mo, why are you filming the ball in a cup.. this is gay.. OH MY FUCKING GOD THIS IS INSANE! HOLY SHIT! STOP THIS!! THIS IS MADNESS!! WHAT THE FUCK IS IT SPINNING!?!?!??!?! IS HE SPINNING NOW?!?!?! NOT BEHIND THE BACK!!! OH MY GOD THIS MAN IS GOD-LIKE!!!!
What might look peaceful from the outside, does not necessarily reflect the internal mental state of the person.
If somebody wants to take their own life, obviously they feel a reason for that, at that point in time. You may not think it's a good reason, I may not think it's a good reason. But you know what, it's that person's life.
Someone once said, a man is not completely gone, as long as one person remembers his name.