TL;DR- im always there for her, i love her, im done with it.
so ns, im drunk, i think i have a few broken knuckles, im not sure. im also bleeding.
im gonna tell you a nice story. itsa good one. so listen up,
Ive loved her sincce 7th grade, 7th fuking grade. almost everyday i would text her, or she would text me... but that was rare, more about that latter.
any way, i was that friend, the "im here for you" friend, aka the shittyiest place to be. so shes had about 4 boyfriends since i started loving her and usually she ends it with one of them and its nbd.but recently she got broken up with (this summer august) and oh my big deal. so this summer me and my dad went to cali together, most of our trip was in Yosemite, backpackin, bouldering etc. pretty chill. 3 of our nights were spent in yos valley. camp 4 to be exact (i love camp 4 btw, climbers dream) and this august there was a hugeee shooting star display and where was i? the dead center of a national park. AWESOME it was super cool to see this shit happen it was unreal seeing this shit. until my phone is vibrating at 1am, who is it??? her.
she was calling me because she just got her heart broken by her boyfriend. first time she had ever been dumped, well im there talking to her for about an hour or so eventually she has to go an im like ok finally time to watch the stars. but you know what i could only think about was? her. well for the next few weeks while shes "heartbroken" im there for her and being that nice guy and trying to support her. w.e. flash back to no. im having a haloween party. its fuckin BUMPIN strobes, black lights, 800 watts of audio ya know all the seniors from my school are here, plus some random fucks and its key, shes at my house and she had pregammed with me and a few others and the night is goin great. wooh funn about 3/4 of the way into this shit i see her hooking up with a fridn of mine (black btw) ugh w.e., she doesnt normalyl dirnk so maybe its just that. but then i cant find her about 25 minutes later and some kid goes "yo _____ just got kicked out of your house". so im like huh? i go out side and see her standing there with the guy and tell hem to GTFO my property. eventually they do. i ask someone why they did and i was told "____ was in your bed with ____" no im rageing. super FUCKIN saien mode. i power walk outside to where they are standing and rage hard "#&#^%@ OF MY #^*$^#*@&#'"etc etc eventually i get them to leave and the whole party sarts falling apart and shit, idk what happened but apperently there where kids fighting in my backyard? and also my friend drives car the look like a cops and he pulled in and people dipped. a few kids are still chilling at ym house and one of these jovk guys goes "dude phil you ok?" and i go yea its fuckin dandy and punch my wall. this wasnt just a punch. this was all my hate, anger, love, sorrow in one punch into a wall. everyone leaves at this point. hahaha im looking at my knucles and there blood, they also hurt. i cant really move them well. but thats not important.
whats imporatnt is how uch i actually tried to go for her and how long i did and she disrespects me like that. im done with her and im fuking proud of it. now im gonna freely hook u with who i want when i want.
FUCK HER NS
grammer nazi, cool story bro wtc.) sorry if it doesnt make sence i dont wann profread it