So I just took my last test today and I passed it for highschool. I'm super stoked to finally be done with school and get the hell out. But another huge part of me is terrified and does not want school to end. I'm going into the U.S. Air Force in about a month or two, and i'm scared. All my friends are going to college after, and yes it is a huge chance in their lives but you're still going back to the school lifestyle. I'm going stright into my career and start doing what I will be doing for the rest of my life. It's a huge change that I don't I'm ready for.
I mean I am super excited to go into the Air Force and travel the world (and shread all over on my days off.), but just the feeling of leaving all my friends and family scares me. Not having the option of going home to mom and dad if I don't like how things are going does not sit will with me. My friends I will miss most. I come from a small school (31 in my graduating class, with a 100% graduation rate) so we all are real close, sorta like a small family. We do everything together and now that I'm leaving all that, and I have to start all over again makes me upset beyond all belief.
so anyway sorry for my bitching about my feelings NS, but I just had to get it out.
