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At least you know you're lazy and unmotivated. Knowing is power they say. You know what you want to do, you know what you have to do to accomplish these things, and yet you're still sitting around being a bum? Motivation doesn't have to come in the form of a dream, or some movie-esque setting. For me, motivation is a battle of will power, and to me, it sounds like you just lack will power to get off your butt.