Poem/rap for a girl

So I wrote this for a girl that didnt work out already posted in LM and decided I should never let her see it but thought I'd post it in here for purposes of the piece itself not the purpose enjoy and feel free to steal/ modify for your own female gain. peace

I once liked you not so long ago
I thought it was a phase, I was wrong though
I asked you out and you agreed
I thought I was about to succeed
I had it all planned out before it even started
Once I realized what was up I was broken hearted
I thought it would be you and me against the world/
but not long after I again realized it was just the world against me
I spent so much brain power on what it could be
just you and me
Nothing dirty just keepin it clean
ya know what I mean
Someone to chill with
to share thrills with
Someone to talk with
to walk with
Someone to hold tight whenever
there was a fright
Someone to be real with
someone to feel...
Happiness, Sadness , or suprise
whenever the moment should arise
But never lonliness
I thought I was through with that
But again I was wrong
So now Im writhing you this song
Trying to eleviate
the mental constraint
that I brought upon myself
but dont think I placed you upon a shelf
For I never objectfied you
I was more than physical
it was intellectual
Your personality
it had me forgetting reality
You never lost your touch
You told me you had to much-
going on
you never led me led on
For that I must applaud and clap
for you wrote the map-
with many routes of escape
becuase you didnt want to date
You set many clues
but I still ended up with the blues
I thought I could make it as your partner
I should have been smarter
What did I ever do
to deserve a girl as amazing as you
I never put in any work
Now I feel like a jerk
everytime I give you that smirk
and realze that you dont share the same quirk
That same mentality
of you and me together in reality
As it turns out it was only a dream
or so it may seem-
that I just had my mind on the prize
but I didnt realize
that by aiming for girlfriend
that I was going to lose a regular friend
When you read this rhyme
it has become the time-
in which I have given up my quest
laid it to rest
this isnt meant to impress
rather to adress-
my crush
and the the rush-
I placed on what could have been/
If your reading this it means that I've moved along /
but it doesnt mean that I'll forget
the time in my life that I thought you were it
The one