i was is this same exact rut. i just stated doing my homework after school with one of my best friends who has the same classes and the two of us got motivated and started doing our work. also geting enough sleep and getting a lot of exersixe will just make you feel better in general. at leat it did for me
I have been feeling like that, as a Freshman in College. All except the angry parents/grades part.
I am off for the whole summer and I am just clearing my mind by moving back in, and just making everything really organized. I also help my parents out a lot, and I do an OCD job with anything they ask me to do now, its like a way of meditating.
Instead of wasting time on the computer, crochet, organize your sneaker collection, longboard, work out, go running, ride a bike, go for a hike, just fucking lay in the grass with your buds and smoke some weed, clean your car up, get a new haircut, grow a beard, invent your own trailmix, try and see how much time you can spend out of your room.
Basically, do any little activity, any hobby, anything you can think of, because life is too good to spend it rotting in your room.
Since I couldnt do my homework high, I would tell myself; "Okay, get today's ration of studying/HW done, then I'll roll one and go for a walk with some friends and burn it. Then I will go play frisbee and then we could go to the gas station for a snack, fuck around some more, then go out to eat.
I noticed you said that you would buy stuff and anticipate its arrival. You just need to think of something great to do, use the homework as a fence to jump over, get your work done, and then go have fun. Trick yourself a little and get motivated.
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