So heres the deal. I will be moving back out west to keep skiing.
Things took a very strong shift when I was at M.E.P.S. swearing in with USAF. I am very glad to say that I will be able to skii another day. I'm not going to lie. It was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. To give up the one thing in my life that is actually worth getting up every morning for. I could not sleep for weeks. All I could do is think about skiing all day everyday.
All though I was excepted into the specail forces program. I regrete to say I am not leaving at this time to go fight for my country. I almost feel like a coward for backing out of it at the last moment. But I thought about it and life is too short to do something for that long that you may not enjoy. In other words I lost all my drive. Maybe down the road I will rethink leaving with the service.