I can help!
lets start slow.
let me first tell you where I am now in life.
I have evolved to finally have some qualitites I have been striving for. There was a catalyst, I'll get there.
The following qualities are now my pride:
Honesty
Loyalty
Trustworthiness
having these qualities has elevated me, have become pillars.
It was a girl who helped me become.
She wasnt there when I finally arrived, but the mental exercise was of utmost importance.
I was in Kamloops, she was in ottawa while we both went to school.
We were going to try to make it work.
In order to do so, I began my mental training, which unfortunately involved abandoning her in the meantime while I strived to achieve a state of mind where I could be what I knew I was inside, and to give her what she deserves. I wasn't sure if I could do it, to not think dirty thoughts about other girls, to not flirt with other girls, and to not "make a-sexy time" with any other girls. But I did, I rose up, and now I have personal power. I can look anyone in the eyes, confient in who I am. This is a Direct result of my decisions. The wisdom of the Dalai Lama co-incides with my personal beliefs.
Avoid loud and abrasive persons - they are a vexation to the spirit.
Rules are for Beginners.
When you don't want to go out drinking, and there are dumb blondes telling you you should go, don't .
That resolve will make you feel stronger, and people will notice.
make the decision you know you should make.
DOn't entertain peoples shit if you don't want to.
Don;'t be friends with someone you don't respect.
Don't be friends with someone who doesn't respect you.
Don't waste your valuable time on people who will drain you.
follow your gut.
you know what you have to do, so do it. Now.
No time like the present.
ok, that should be enough for now.
whats up in your life specifically?
Ripe is the time for the flight of plight from my mind
to escape the array of city bourne decay
bulemic, anemic, pesse-sqeemic
"in the mornings my penis rises up like a pheonix
Sometimes Im ashamed of humanity, saddened by all the failed potential. Other times, i am inspired, full of hope and faith, proud to be here now, to be apart of the struggle alongside you. It seems I never stay in one state of mind or the other, but constantly bounce from one to the other.
The High Highs, and the Low Lows