speaking of accountability, does anyone ever look back on their injuries and how they happened, and think, "man if I did the slightest thing different leading up to that moment, the injury wouldn't have happened; I would be fine right now."
If i ate something different for lunch that day, clocked out of work a minute later... then the exact sequence of events that happened, wouldn't have happened. Instead, a slightly different sequence of events would have led to a scenario where I didn't land with my leg locked and blow my knee. Then again, in these other possible parallel universes, the outcome could have been worse; maybe I could have been hit by a car that day instead.
it's time to start wrapping my head around the fact that I can't blame anything else, or anyone else for what happened to me. It's my own damn fault and all I can do is move forward and focus on getting stronger. Looking at it in perspective helps a bit too I guess, with my situation really not being much of an issue compared to the struggles of others. ACL/meniscus surgery in 2 weeks.
Haven't posted on here in forever. Also haven't skied once this year :(