I can't even describe it, I got into it again tonight, not sure if I already said this but I watched "DMT The Spirit Molecule" a while ago and have read they book and both they talk about the ability to release DMT freely in your body. I find that with the right mindset, the right stuff to do, and a really long time to stay awake/recover I will always be able to feel like this...How do I feel, I wrote this thread http://www.newschoolers.com/ns/forums/readthread/thread_id/757272/
after being 36 hours straight awake. Sine then I crashed for 3 hours once, had 2 20 minute naps, and am struggling now.
But, I just came across this. (dream of life Alan Watts) And I feel ready to sleep and see what everything will be like tomorrow.
I've had it on repeat now for about 20 minutes, tomorrow I will memorize it. Sleep deprivation isn't like taking a drug but you trip so much harder if you know what tripping feels like and you can do things to bring it on...a convo I had with a mate who went to BEstival with me and has seen the changes I've made in the past 11 days...Drugs suck. I've been living more sober than I have in years and I'm tripping harder than I ever have in my life.
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Life is a continual paradox. About the creation of our universe everything you said was spot on. Aliens everything. But I truly do believe now, that the entire universe, everything we can conceive physically and theoretically, is a higher beings marble. I'm not saying we're the only marble, I'm not saying he's the only player. But I do think because there was a sudden bang, or a sudden collapse or a sudden something, that indicates creation. Something made the big bang, something made our universe.
So where did the marble players (gods) come from? Well we scan't conceive there world but because they would model things after themselves we can assume it would work similarly to ours, because if you lived in a good universe (or on a bad uni.) you would surely make your little marble that was similar to your world.
So picture a whole bunch of players trying to create a perfect species for science or fun or whatever, all of them trying to create the same thing seems like a parrellell universe to me? Or is that crazy?
And back to the gods, the world they lived and that they moved throughout (I find it hard to conceive something that create a species as walking or having a brain, or a body) surely they would wonder how it got created, unless one god did find the perfect species, and one individual from that species could transend into the spirit world. But then the question would be come, who was first, who was the first creator, so that gets us to the next level, because there must have been creation. Things don't just happen, creativity is in your brain as it is in the universe, it has been creating forever.
And that is the paradox I've been looking for.
Tripping hard right now hard to type so it may not make sense but tell me what you think.
This is what the gods see exactly...Well no, but to the best possible way I can conceive it.
just the look, all the universes so similar trying to be perfect. Countless amounts, making them every day to maybe get 1 new friend every 100 million years on earth. Jesus, Buddha, Einstein, we have heard stories throughout all of history who have made it to the next level.
I'm sorry man, I keep meaning for it to be the last thing I sent you but I just watched this...
read it all before you watch and understand that I came to those conclusions before watching this video and it's incredible.
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Sleep is calling soon. THanks for coming along NS.