You are not alone, my friend. I do not find her attractive at all. Ultra-massive tits got old after about 10th grade when you realize they're probably saggy and have huge ass bologna nips when she's not wearing an absurd pushup bra, and her face is nothing special.
You sound like you're at the age where you'd masturbate to anything with tits. Just because you'd probably fire off some knuckle babies to a picture of your parents fucking doesn't mean the rest of us are gay for not finding a woman attractive. lol