I am probably really stupid to go to NSG with this, so if you don't seriously want to help me turn away now. I'm having problem within my life right. So, about 3-4 monthes ago my mom kicked me out of the house, not because I did anything bad, she just has never liked me. I live with my grandparents in Ontario. My parents live in the states. Anyways, ever since I have moved to Canada I have been having the time of my life. I have a ski hill relatively close, and they have a decent/good park. The people here are nice. My grandparents stay out of my business for the most part and are loving and supportive, which is something I haven't felt for a while. I even have a little film project running between my new friends here and I. Life is just great, until something occurs...
This girl, I have been friends with for a long time, we're very close, just keeps on popping up in my mind. I feel myself start to fall in love with her, accidentally, and at possibly the worst possible time in my life. One day, about a month ago, she calls me. Says the dreaded words that I hoped I would hear. She told me that she loved me, and she has felt this way ever since the day I left. My heart was alive but yet sunk at the same time. Have you ever tried a long distance relationship? It's hard as fuck. Thinking just move back, right? Here's the curveball.
My old town has nothing going for me. Just a little town in the middle of no where, Pennsylvania. The nearest ski hill with a park is 3 hours away (A challenge when you don't have a lot of money laying around.), and my home resort doesn't have a park. My mother torments me, and I mean torment. If I move back, I can't call child services, because that will only end up with me away again. The high schools are shitty there, very strict, lots of hicks, and a few people that are actually ok to hang out with. There isn't much to do in your spare time there, so it's boring also. I know I'm forgetting a couple things, but you get the point.
I really love this girl, and if it isn't love, I have no clue what the fuck love could be. Please be serious in your responses, no "pics necessary", "dude, you're only in high school" or "fuck bitches", etc. I really am lost. So please NS, could you help me? I have not a clue what to do.
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