then i start forgetting whats going on. i forgot what had transpired maybe 10 minutes before and beyond. all of a sudden im lookin for my phone i like dropped it or whatever. then all of a sudden my friends think it would be funny to tell me that i ate my phone. now i go "aha real funny" im going to the bathroom to look for it. maybe i left it there.
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now all of a sudden, this is what happens. i walk into the bathroom. and im in the room where all my friends were. the room i just left. they all were in there all telling me and yelling at me for eating my phone. they all were like dude u fuckin ate it. u ate it. u ate. they all were attacking me from all sides. someone called 911..but they never came. at this point i was screaming and freaking out to no end.
i kept going outside and some kid would follow me and tell me i didnt eat my phone. i would go inside and then he would start yelling at me and telling me i ate my phone..right after he told me i didnt. so right now my mind is in a complete and total fuck. i started crying.
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this is what happens next. all of a sudden i close my eyes. and i open them. and im like screaming what the fuck guys why did i eat my phone!!! wtf!!! and all my friends are like "dude chill out. what are u talking about. u were gone for 30 seconds to maybe a minute. you were in the bathroom."
so now im like freaking out. and im starting to realize what happened. everything between those lines...was all in my head. the entire 10 hours of me screaming, yelling, thinking i ate my phone, was all IN MY HEAD. i perfectly visualized all of it. i was 100% convinced that it was real life. i told them the whole story of what happened. i never was yelling or screaming in real life. so all of this was in my head.
im really, really, really scared. none of this stuff has ever happened before. ive never had cases of extreme anxiety or anything out of the ordinary that could coincide with what happened last night.
has anyone seen this happen to anyone? does anyone know what the hell is going on with me?
i am not crazy. i was not "just really high." ive been really high.
SPARKNOTES: i smoked, then hallucinated and thought/was told that i ate my phone. believed this was all happening. i want help.
