Bro, don't worry because no one will ever remember the time when you should have search barred or whatever. Anyway, just practice different grabs you'd like to do with your spins, but just learn them with straight airs if you have to. Then just incorporate what you know with the spins. Its hard to be given specific direction, in my opinion, you just gotta use some trial and error. For example, I started my spins and everything, then just decided I wanted to do a way tweaked out mute, like where my left tail touched my right shoulder. Just visualized it, and after a little practice, done son.
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