So i start off my college year single..
i had just broken up with a girl that i was with for 4 years because of different colleges and stuff. i kind of wanted to be single again.
so now i come to college and i see a girl and she smiles at me and yada yada yada we start talking and she loves the same music as me she and the same shows and stuff. alot of chemistry.
not to mention she is from israel, how hott is that accent? yes, that means she is jewish.
so now we are doing things together, so eventually we go sledding on my ski mountain after they are closed, but they leave the lights on for no reason for a couple hours after... push comes to shove and eventually i start kissing her.
she thought it was romantic because she asked me if she could cover her in a snow bed, and then when i was done covering her, i asked "do you want your face covered?" and raised up a pile of snow.. before she said no i went down for the kiss.
so now its like 2 days after this and i sent her a poem about some things that i'm feeling torwards her, but it could've sounded really corny and maybe over the top, i made sure not to say any love words tho.
now she has a nickname saying "dont wish it away, dont look at it like it's forever..." and she seems very distant from me... i think i fucked up on writing that poem. how do i lessen the effect of the poem after she's already seen it? should i just tell her the truth completely or would she not even believe me...?
and she is a sophmore and im a freshman, she seems to have good understanding of stuff cause she is very known around campus by alot of people. (same goes for me i ski and im on soccer team and party and etc so im not some nerd that sits in his room all day.)