really sorry to hear that man. +++ thoughts and vibes
wow so much death that sucks. + vibes to everyone
ya man i had my first real death to deal with a little while ago,
i knew it was coming so when i first found out ( i was sleeping) i kinda just layed in bed for like 2 hours just thinking about it.. i'm not great with talking about that kind of stuff but when i went over to visit my grandma she had laid out a table full of pictures of him and i just lost it and cried for a bit
My mom is just getting over chemo, and I think to myself everyday..."What if I didn't have my mom anymore?". I don't have a close relationship with my dad, and I don't tell my mom everything. But I have spent most of my life with my mom, and just the thought of not having her there makes me sick to my stomach. I love both of my parents very much, and even if I lost my dad it would be devastating but my mom has seen me through thick and thin. Whenever I go to the cancer center I just just sit there in a daze for hours just thinking about stuff like that - it sucks. I don't know what I would do. I don't my life without her.