okay so today was the first day of using balls in soccer practice. i am a keeper and i am fighting for the starting possition with this other kid. and it is also a new coach and i want to show how much better i am then this kid. so when we were doing break aways and crosses, when i would go for the ball and takes the legs out from underneath the kids everyone would would bitch at me. i mean i don't want to hurt anyone but yet i also want to prove myself to coach and show him that im not fuckin around. i also believe that you play the way you prctice,m so if im a pussy in practice then coach will think im not that good and not start me. so what should i do? play like a pussy, or go as hard as i can and have everyone bitch at me?