Exactly, i want to write books the problem is figuring out what stories haven't been told yet, my favorite aurtors are Irvine Welsh, and Hunter S Thompson, they've changed my life,
i'm not a 'cripple' yet, and i may never become one, but i have a serious back problem, the acl has never felt stronger, my back is more warped than a question mark, and the doctors, have no idea what to do with me because... i haven't finished growing, when i have a positive attitude, i feel good, and when I don't i feel like shit, and i take it out on others, I know im an ass hole,
i guess the whole point of this rant, is to say im 'Retireing' the nick-name 'lifejacket' it's been around since grade 7, and ... it's been way to long, the name is an assiociation with my pain, 'I'm Over It'-
my new plans on life are very conflicting, althought, i quailify for a disability pention, if i took it, i would only get $6000 a year to live on + tax breaks, big fucken deal, that won't get you jack shit in life, over 20 years, my income would be a wopping $132,120. give or take, a few bucks, and with that fotune, i could retire in .... Surrey...
Fuck that, i'm going to live my life as it comes, it's all i can do...
'I'm still Ugly'