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there you sit
a razor in one hand
and a gun in the other
suicide in mind
depressing thoughts race through ur mind
"why did i let them down".
"why do they hate me".
"who can say they love after wat iv done".
you ask ur self in panic
"who am i"
"who have i become"
" i just dont know at all"
then that same moment
the razor slides acroos ur wrist
slicing the flesh and vains
ur hoping for death
you moan cuz of the pain and start to cry
you sit there in pain awaiting for death
you know it didnt work
but you dont ket ur self think that
cuz you never seen so much blood ohh sp much blood
you faint at the sight of all the blood
you fall into ur thoughts as if they were happing
all over again
you cry as yu watch ur self make the same mistakes
all over again
then you wake up in panic
terrfyed you reach for the gun and yell
"i cant take this anymore i cant live in this hell"
then ur finger slips the trigger......
you now bring even more dissapointment to the ones
now they feel a similar pain but they feel gilt
they think its there fault that you killed ur self
but when they think that they are only half right
GODDAMNIT THIS SHIT IS HILLARIOUS
i don't know if they're better than all other females, but i definately like "scene" and some emo girls. for me, i just think im so attracted to them because they're usually not bitches who think they're better than everyone else, and for some strange reason i also think they'd be more likely to ski or snowboard than anyone else.