my 19 year old siamese died a few days ago as well, sorry man
'...the day that I die will
be the day that I shut my
mouth and put down my guitar.' - Sublime
'Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day.
You fritter and waste the hours in an off hand way.
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town.
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way.' - Pink Floyd
the cat i had when i grew up (got her at 2, she disappeared when i was 16), when she disappeared and i knew she wasnt coming back, i cried for weeks and weeks and weeks on end. even took a month off of school. it was the most devastating thing in the world ot me.
Its weird though, she was an indoor outdoor cat, and she went off to die one day, and she must have known how crushed i was, because 2 weeks after she left, i saw her in the neighbors barn across the street, she let me see her, but wouldnt come when i called...just ran off.
IM A GIRL.
GIRL GIRL GIRL GIRL GIRL.
"i know the bills would lose somehow, they always find a way"---spencer.